Thursday, August 29, 2013

"i don't want this magical world to end"


i sit out
under the stars
the fairies fly
by my eyes
a trailing light
of magic dust
sparkles in
the pixies' hair
the Lion stands
atop the hill
smiling down at me
my friends sit
around me
watching the stars
basking in
the happiness
that we had found
and i heard
His voice
in my head
"it will end"
"soon you must"
"leave"
and i felt
this sadness
this weight
in my heart
and i stood
and walked
into the forest
and i felt
the words
come off
my lips
"i don't want this magical world to end"

a tear
it slid
down my cheek
"stop it"
i hissed
i didn't want
to think
of leaving here
of leaving
my friends
of leaving
my memories
i didn't want
to forget
anything
but what if i
did?
i didn't want
that to happen
i wanted to come back
i wanted to have
more adventures
here
i wanted to meet
more people
i wanted to go
to new places
i wanted more
amazing things
to happen
 i wanted to live
another lifetime
and i realized
in that dark forest
by myself
that
i didn't want this magical world to end
ever

i felt
a presence
behind me
a loft
comforting
familiar
presence
and i knew
that He
was there
"why?"
i whispered
"why
does all of this
have to end?"
He was silent
for a moment
both of us
quietly standing
the small fairies
their little lights
trailing
glowing lights
in the dark
forest
"because"
He finally started
"because
it is your time"
"because
you have learned
what you were meant to learn
and though
you find this sad
you will find it good
that you learned this
and instead
of being sad
think of all
the happy times
that you have had
here
and be joyful
instead of
sad"
"alright"
i nodded
"i understand"
"thank you"
i heard Him laugh
a low
soft
laugh
"I love you
I will always love you
I will always be there
for you
even when you're scared
when when you think
you're alone
I am there
and I
will always
help you"
and i smiled
and i turned
and He was there
the Lion
and i wrapped
my arms
around His neck
and we just stood there
and i knew--
i knew i would miss
this place
but i also knew
that i was about
to enter
another
"magical" world
and that i
had a new
adventure
before me

you have an adventure \\ live that adventure

6 comments:

  1. That's awesome. Love it.
    Christina

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  2. I feel like this is me in my world of imagination...perfection. <3

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    1. Thank you so so much, Jessie. <3

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  3. W. O. W. Does it take a long time to write these??

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    1. No, not really. They just rather flow out of me. :)

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