kind. loving. caring. mature. funny.
am i even any of those?
i realize that with shame that i'm not really any of those.
That's the depressing part about doing that kind of a thing. I'm pretty sure that that's^ what I put in my "Thoughts Journal" last night. Kind of sad, isn't it? I'm not even what I want to be. I almost feel like the opposite.
I just feel like that I'm not who I want to be. Who God wants me to be. Like I'm just this little annoying person that everybody hates. But I don't want to be that. I want to change. But it's harder then it sounds to try and change what you've been for your entire life. Trust me.
Let's just say I forgot the part about praying to God and asking for His help. *palm to forehead*
So I'm just going to do it here, even though it's in every beat of my heart.
Dear God, please let me to grow in You. Please let me to become the girl that you want me to be. Please let me keep on becoming more and more like You. Amen.
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